Its 3plus in the morning now and im still not in bed. The term break had ended and ive school at 9am tomorrow. Im so not ready to start my battle with studies now, for i need some time to play and be alone for some serious matters.
Its already the 3rd day of 2006 and im feeling so depressed already. How can that possibly happen?! How am i to survive the next 362 days happily?
In 2005, many things happened..
- In Feb, i fell in and outta love with a guy whom had an interest span of me for only a fortnight. It was only till June whereby i gave up.
- In June, i met a guy who so happened to be a close friend of the previous, whom gave my life a rollercoaster ride.
- I turn 18, which allows me to flash my IC while buying ciggs/alcohol and clubbing.
- I drifted from 2 of my girlfriends, which inturn, made me realised the importance of my other close friends.
- I no longer hang out with the BBC as often anymore.
- From movies at least once a week and KTV sessions many times a month, i lost touch of them all.
- Im glad to make friends with the sentosa gang, knowing Celine and Denise better was such a bliss.
- I was in love with a guy who was almostperfecttome, but im sorry, i aint perfect. I let go of a great chance to be blissfully in love.
- Friendship with the barbies grew closer and stronger.
- I went back to work at Ebase and this time round, my colleagues are so much nicer and easier to talk to.
- I learnt how to drive.
- I studied really hard and got my hardwork paid off.
- I had quite a number of performances in school which made me love dancing even more. (but i hurt my back so i might stop dancing for a while)
- I did not have a boyfriend throughout the whole year (ignoring the fact that Leonard and i patched up)
2005 had definately left a great impact in my life but im putting all of them behind me. I deleted all my messages in my inbox this noon because i want a complete change in life and put a fullstop to everything. Im starting my life anew, so please, dont remind me of my history, my past.
I know i have a terrible past, and i really wanna move forward. Give me all the support i need, cos deep inside, im just another vulnerable girl.
Anyhoos, Happy 19th birthday Anisah! Hope you like the Guess wallet and Precious Thots figurine. Love you!
Entry of Anisah's birthday dinner would be updated in the next post (when i get the pictures).
Im so gonna force myself to sleep right now. Goodnight lovelies.
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